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Prince of Peace

ahboy — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 12:54:17 +0000

A reminder to me that only Jesus can bring me the peace and comfort i need. Not to cling on to things i do not not what will happen in the future and in turn makes me unsettled. To leave it in His mighty hand i will do.

Also glad to hear from her that she is recovering and the checkup was ok as reviewed by the doctor. Thank God for the healing and please continue to watch over her.

28th Jan

ahboy — Sat, 28 Jan 2012 17:36:33 +0000

Happy Anniversary to myself. 28th Jan was once a special day to us. but not now anymore. instead its also exactly 5mths since we broke off. 28th also. What is she doing on this day? Does she remember this day anymore? Her image and the times together with her keep flashing past these few days. I thought that i have slowly gotten over her but actually i have not. How long will these feeling last this time i don’t know. Hope she is not feeling bad and sad like me. And pray that her health is getting better.

My comfort my shelter, God i need you.

If only…

ahboy — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:53:33 +0000

So many if only… so many regrets… so many memories… so many things have change… 2 New Year have come this year but i still somehow cannot let go fully. People always say a new year a new beginning but a new beginning is not always not easy. I’m walking and experiencing the new beginning currently and the past just comes back unknowingly. There’s so much to learn so much to understand but i know that only by having faith and trust in Him will i be able to know and understand. God is only a prayer away.

*cough…

ahboy — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 15:20:06 +0000

Starting to feel sick… *ahem…* cough *cough…. Argh.. its CNY soon.. >.<

No one can fathom…

ahboy — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 15:27:06 +0000

So true that no one can fathom yr love, yr wisdom but yet people in this world are still trying to take control themselves. To surrender whole heartly and always is not easy…

那些年。。。

ahboy — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 13:28:16 +0000

Was having dinner at home when she appears in my mind… those past memories that we spent together thru these years flashes thru my mind… thos ehappy times those sad times, those time when we are sinners, those times when we are serving together, and more more…. is this really the end for us? does me still comes into her mind sometimes also? signzz…

“For God so love the world that He send His one and only son, that whoever believe in Him shall not perish but have eternal life” John 3:16

Believe in Him! Lord help me too!

Week 1

ahboy — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 15:39:35 +0000

Week 1 have passed, and things move on. Office environment seems to have change abit with colleagues more careful and fearful of the new management. Fear or respect i think fear more than respect. For me, i wont want fear as it means people won’t be close to you and won’t put their best to work. Instead just doing things that will be ok will do. In the past, LBN is like our friend and also our LBN, and we will do our very best for her but now is not. Ever since she starts leaving O&S to other people to manage, its different. Things are shaping towards this way and if it carries on, O&S culture will crumble in the hands of the new management. And that means the bonding will break and people will have no sense of belonging, people come work people leave work for home that’s all. So sad to see this. the foundation that boss and shawn build will be gone.

Although i don’t fight or yearn for anything in my work anymore, still i hope to see O&S culture stays, people put in 101% for our LBN, that’s the joy in going to work.

1st day of work 2012

ahboy — Tue, 03 Jan 2012 13:45:14 +0000

Today finally back to work. 1st day of 2012 work life. Nothing special as i don’t have much project stuff to do. More of a consultancy role now but anyway i will wait and see what is in store for me. Although i feel restless and uncomfortable with nothing much and feel extra there, i will hang on. I might be facing a few walls now but i must trust and believe in the Lord.

Really want to get a dog for company but can’t seems to find one. Or maybe is me who don’t dare to take a bolder step. Will see how ba. hmm. >.<

Goodbye 2011

ahboy — Sat, 31 Dec 2011 14:50:00 +0000

Last day of 2011 and 2012 is coming. A brand new year, a brand new start for me hopefully. God bless me and all my loved ones!

Thankful and Gratefuly

ahboy — Sat, 24 Dec 2011 14:47:50 +0000

God answer my prayer to pass her the gift that i managed to buy. Thought the chance is very slim of getting it but amazingly, God does it by letting me bought it and again, He did it by allowing me to pass her the gift and thirdly, her reply that it was a lovely gift. All credited to you Lord. It’s your gift to her from my hands. Thank you!